The Days Go By...

I am currently reading Augustine's Confessions. I really like it. Unfortunately, I am exhausted. It makes for a bad combination...especially since i need to write a paper on it by tuesday.

I am slowly being drained of all motivation. I just want to go home. I want to be with my family and with friends. I want to feel the safety and security of my house.

I'm praying that God will multiply hours of sleep and also hours to work in...There is so much to do this next week and a half and so so so little time. It's wonderful that we serve the God of the impossible.

I leave 2 weeks from today. How bizarre is it that my freshman year of college is half over? Time flies.

That'll be all. I need to drink tea or something and then read some more...and I'm watching LOST with some friends in 30 min. Despite what you might be thinking, study breaks ARE necessary every now and then. I encourage them. :)

THANKSGIVING!

The road trip with Kristen and Jay was lots of fun. It was also wonderful to spend time with family and eat good food! I have lots of homework to finish the semester (only a week and a half!!)...i didn't really do anything over break. :)
Oh! We had a sauna and luke and Jay rolled in the snow! I was super impressed...crazy boys! Kristen got a picture. It's mainly of Luke but Jay's foot made it in :)

I like Jay a lot. I like Kristen a lot. I like the two of them together...a lot :)

The snow was beautiful! The UP was beautiful...i would love to live there. We went sledding at the old Hancock high school. yay! It was so much fun!! Here are pictures of the week.

I MISS SARAH

I talked with Sarah on the phone tonight...not for long, we both had to go, but it was so wonderful. I love her so much and it was so nice to catch up with a bosom friend :)

Kristen should be here within an hour! yay!

I have to go...HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

Easy Mac

So...I'm sitting here eating easy mac and getting more and MORE excited about thanksgiving. Kristen will be arriving in approximately 6 hours and i will be seeing the rest of my family in 20+. ACK! I am SOOOO excited. I could pee my pants.

Oh! And I'm listening to Christmas music...which makes me excited about Christmas...and family and Jesus and stockings and Sheri visiting. sigh. And ARIZONA! weird that i really do miss Arizona a lot...I kind of like it :)

Today after my insane schedule of classes and a make up test, I went to the library to get books for our road trip. We have 12 hours and aside from the "family tradition" (Jay's big surprise!), we're going to read out loud. I got the Best Christmas Pageant Ever and The Westing Game. It's going to be an amazing trip :)

I have to go...I have a few more things to do before I can let myself slip completely into thanksgiving break mode.

Hope you all have a fantastic thanksgiving! Don't forget to be THANKFUL!

Just Some Thoughts...

I'd like to share two of my favorite poems, both by Gerard Manley Hopkins. I hadn't known much at all about him until I took creative writing junior year. My teacher, Mrs. Monroe, told me that I write poems like him. I didn't really know what that meant, or what a compliment it was, until I had researched a little bit of his writing. I love him!...but I'm not sure I write like him...I'd like to. hmmmm perhaps if i took up writing poetry again. It's a thought. I would like to...

I love his imagery...I think its absolutely astounding. As I experience the changing of the seasons for the first time (basically), I am constantly aware of the intensity of creation and its extravagant beauty. It has made me think of these two poems quite a lot. So I have decided to share. Enjoy!


GOD'S GRANDEUR
"The world is charged with the grandeur of God.
It will flame out, like shining from shook foil;
It gathers to a greatness, like the ooze of oil
Crushed. Why do men then now not reck his rod?
Generations have trod, have trod, have trod;
And all is seare with trade; bleared, smeared with toil;
And wears man's smudge and share's man's smell: the soil
Is bare now, nor can foot feel, being shod.

And for all this, nature is never spent;
There lives the dearest freshness deep down things;
And though the last lights off the black West went
Oh,morning, at the brown brink eastward, springs--
Because the Holy Ghost over the bent
World broods with warm breast and with ah! bright wings."
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PIED BEAUTY
"Glory be to God for dappled things--
For skies of couple-colour as a brinded cow;
For rose-moles in all stipple upon trout that swim;
Fresh-firecoal chestnut-falls; finches' wings;
Landscape plotted and pieced-fold, fallow, and plough;
And all trades, their gear and tackle and trim.

All things counter, original, spare, strange;
Whatever is fickle, freckled (who knows how?)
With swift, slow; sweet, sour; adazzle, dim;
He fathers-forth whose beauty is past change:
Praise him."

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I wish Hillsdale offered creative writing classes...and poetry classes.

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I am getting a new job. Hillsdale Natural Grocery. I'm very excited :) Will probably start training the 2nd week in december. I'm excited for a job off campus and for the opportunity to be around people not related to Hillsdale. I'm nervous, though. For some reason I really hate this new job thing...I'm bad at it. Please pray for calm nerves...I want to let my excitement take over. There are so many opportunities in store! So many ways God can use me and change me.

After reading a book in the Aenead I think its time for bed. Yay for the day when I will be able to read virgil in latin!! I did a pretty good job of getting things done in advance today...so I won't have as much to do over thanksgiving. I'm trying to get it down to just a paper. And not even a very big one at that...a history paper that only really requires a tad bit of reading. woo! Luke emailed me today and said he was looking forward to spending time with his hermana. It made me happy. And I talked with Kristen tonight about the amazing 12 hr road trip....Oh sister!

Oh! And my dad rode in the tour today. His time was BETTER than last year...he's always improving! He's awesome. I'm his biggest fan.

Well...I'm out. Tomorrow is the Lord's Day and I'm so excited! Fellowship, worship, rest, and the Word...and good food in saga.

The Harry Potter Premiere

So...tonight was SO much fun! Josh, Isaac, Jared, Hallie, and I went all around campus taking pictures at some favorite spots...and some random spots...it was a blast!!! :) And then we came back to Olds and played euchre (sp?). Jared and I made an awesome team--even though we lost...I'm still learning! (But i think i like spades better...) Yay for fun times with friends! :)

Now they are all watching the Village somewhere...who knows. Maybe Galloway, maybe Kresge. I didn't feel up to it. I'm going to take a shower and go to bed. Maybe I'll read a little bit! I talked with my mom for a long time on the phone tonight. It was really good. She was able to help me sort my thoughts and encourage me with a bunch of different things. I love my family.

God has blessed me so much this semester. He is teaching me tons. It's super frustrating at times...and even really really hard. But it's worth it because as He first seeks to further proclaim His glory, He also desires my satisfaction in Him. It's something I'm learning that is so exciting!...I'm off to the showers.

I see my family in 4 days!! woohoo! Oh...and my dad is going to WIN the tour de tucson tomorrow...I'm pretty much his biggest fan :) Cheer him on!

Enjoy the pics of tonight...

Rain On My Window!!!

Oh today is sooo beautiful! It has been raining all day. A soft, drizzly rain that is now turning into hard rain. It is cold and crisp and fresh and new. It makes me want to dance :)...but not just any kind of dance. The kind of dancing that Kristen and I did when we were little playing with dress up clothes. Dancing in a dress that twirls when you spin--that kind of dancing. So all of this made me think of Derek Webb's song about his grandma who loved to dance...and I decided to post the lyrics. It is such a beautiful song. I love it!! :)

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DANCE
My name is Mary and I'm from Greenville, Mississippi
But this is where I live here in this old folks' dormitory
Every Sunday night Sarah comes to see us
And she plays that old upright
But Sarah always seems to leave us

When she plays something comes over me
Goes from my head all the way to my feet

And I wanna dance
I wanna snap my fingers all night long and dance
I wanna move around the room just like a woman in a trance
All night, I wanna dance
I wanna wrap my arms around your neck and dance
I wanna listen to the music that's been ringing in my ears
And one day I’m gonna dance my way right outta here

I had three girls and a boy but now one's gone up to Heaven
She's with her papa now 'cause he left for lack of penicillin
The older that I get I figure everyone is dying
They're all dying for a change
I know I'm dying for some action

But days like these Sunday seems so far away
So until then I'm gonna sit right here and here I’ll stay

I wanna dance
I wanna snap my fingers all night long and dance
I wanna move around the room just like a woman in a trance
All night, I wanna dance
I wanna wrap my arms around your neck and dance
I wanna listen to the music that's been ringing in my ears
And one day I’m gonna dance my way right outta here

I'd marry you, if you could dance, that's what I said
Cuz where I'm going they'll be dancing everyday
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So...In other news. I got a 92 on my huge latin exam the other day. That was a blessing! I studied for a long time for it too. I'm glad to see it pay off. However, I didn't do as well on my english exam last friday. oops. I'm not too distraught over it, though. alas. There's more to worry about than my crazy english test grade...and I now am reminded that i need to work a little harder next time (i slacked in english for a while...). At least i learned :)
Kristen and Jay arrive monday. Woohoo! I can't even explain how excited I am to spend 12 hrs in the car with them (and with Piko...if he comes!)! I get super giddy when I think about seeing my family next week :) My brother said he would give me a HUGE hug :) Aaaah! So exciting!!!!
I should go do homework now. I have quite a lot of english and history reading. It's a bummer because I get sleepy when I read. I've been taking naps a lot again. One sunday, yesterday and one today...i am a big fan of the nap :)
I'll talk to you all later!
-Andrea

P.S. Even thought I feel like the process of making friends is slow (and it is), I am really grateful for the girls I am getting to know. They're wonderful...God is blessing me with fun times and neat relationships. The opportunities are pretty much endless...which means the opportunities to serve Him and exemplify Him are endless also. It's a neat place to be. Please pray that I will take advantage of these opportunities and be stretched.

Thoughts On A Cold November Night

The Derek Webb concert was amazing. I bought Sandra McCracken's first album. love it! As well as a 2 song cd with songs from her upcoming hymns album...coming out in December. They both have december albums coming out. I can't wait. They sound really great.

So much is going on in my life and I feel like I should be discouraged but God has just been so good. His sovereign hand is so evidently showing itself to be full of grace toward me. It seems like everything around me is either falling apart or just moving really fast and I am forced to realize how not in control I am...its been good. I've been forced to think about A LOT of difference issues, etc. It's amazing how one thing will come up and I will start wrestling with it and wondering and pursuing and learning and all of a sudden everything around me starts pointing in that same direction. It's crazy how God does that. It's so cool. :)

Anyway. I am really at peace tonight. I would say that I feel really joyful except that I don't like the word feel...its far too shallow and cheap. I am experiencing the richness of God's love and the peace of His sovereign control. Let's put it that way...

My Brother and Sister are the Coolest EVER!!!!

Yesterday they went on a secret mission to retrieve an old desk that had been dumped in the desert. They're going to fis it up :)
I LOVE THEM TONS!!!

WOOHOO!

I am SO excited for this friday!!!

I wish Kristen could be coming with!!! It reminds me of last December..... :) fun sister times!!!

O Love That Will Not Let Me Go

text: George Matheson
music: Chris Miner

1. O Love that will not let me go,
I rest my weary soul in thee;
I give thee back the life I owe,
That in thine ocean depths its flow
May richer fuller be.

2. O Light, that follow’st all my way,
I yeild my flick’ring torch to thee;
My heart restores its borrowed ray,
That in thy sunshine’s blaze its day,
May brighter, fairer be.

3. O Joy, that seekest me through pain,
I cannot close my heart to thee;
I trace the rainbow through the rain,
And feel the promise is not vain,
That morn shall tearless be.

4. O Cross, that liftest up my head,
I dare not ask to fly from thee;
I lay in dust life’s glory dead,
And from the ground there blossoms red,
Life that shall endless be.

This is on Indelible Grace's self titled album. I like all of their songs but I am currently very much enjoying this one. I've been thinking a lot about the sovereignty of God...I am being continually brought back to the magnitude of who Christ is and what that means even just in daily life--how it does or should affect the way I live, etc.
I love the title and opening line: O Love that will not let me go. It's so beautiful and full of hope. I've been feeling really exhausted and incapable of a lot of things lately...being reminded of His love that will not let me go is wonderfully reassuring and incredibly renewing.
I have to go write a paper. I hope everyone is having a wonderful weekend. 17 days until thanksgiving break! I am SOOOO excited. I can't wait to give and get hugs! hehee.

PS hymns are so rich

Fall is SO Beautiful!!

I love walking up the hill through the blanket of orange and yellow leaves. In the early morning when I walk to breakfast and crunch through the leaves I smell that musty, earthy, autumn smell. aahh. It is so amazing. And in the later afternoon the light filters through the trees and the ground is illuminated! It's absolutely astounding! Here are a few pictures...though they don't quite do it justice :)
(hallie took the pictures...she had a "picture time" yesterday. She's super cute :))
PS a few of the bottom ones remind me of what Narnia must be like :) Lovely, magical, mysterious, beautiful...

One of the Many Caedmon's Call Songs I Love...

You Created

Who is like unto the Lord our God
Who dwelleth on high, Who dwelleth on high
Who is like unto the Lord our God
Who dwelleth on high, Who dwelleth on high

You dwell in glory
The heavens are Your home
You began the story
And made Your beauty known

But You created nothing
That gives me more pleasure than You
And You won't give me something
That gives me more pleasure than You

You hung the planets
In Your image You made man
I'm overcome and broken
At the wonders of Your hand

Bummer

It's official! Plato says I'm stupid:

"Then a soul which forgets cannot be ranked among genuine philosophic natures; we must insist that the philosopher should have a good memory." -Plato, The Republic


sigh

Putting Things in Perspective

Please Pray.
My Grandma took my Grandpa to the emergency room in the middle of the night last night. His chemo has recently been having a huge affect on him. He has been throwing up a lot and is really malnourished and dehydrated. They have him hooked up to an IV but he's really weak. When he was throwing up last night he started bleeding internally. They don't really know what's wrong, he'll be in testing all day today. I love him so much. I wish I could be there with him...I'm grateful for the time I'll have at thanksgiving.
Times like these help put life in perspective. What is really important? How do we spend our time? How should we spend our time? What things are lasting and therefore worth devoting ourselves to?...just some thoughts.
Please pray.

Just Missing My Friends

A LOT